Don't just talk about something, find a way to do it, make it happen.
Get out there, be seen and be heard.
What's the worst that can happen? You get a no or you get ignored, so what - eventually someone, somewhere will say yes.
You will always belong - to yourself, if others want to join you without trying to compromise or change you, that's fine.
It's your life and your story. You get to own it and write the ending.
You may not get to deal the hand, but you can sure as hell play the life out of it.